tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019708917087235642.post1810420817233629363..comments2023-05-12T05:46:16.089-04:00Comments on Homeschooling and Homesteading in the Present: Baring Myself....Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13771651471370331812noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019708917087235642.post-36920693872739252642010-02-06T11:26:40.323-05:002010-02-06T11:26:40.323-05:00HONEY, I HAVE BEEN LIVING IN YOUR NITEMARE; AND I ...HONEY, I HAVE BEEN LIVING IN YOUR NITEMARE; AND I HAVE FOUND THAT ONLY GUT RETCHIHNG CRIES FROM THE HEART AT LEAST ONCE A DAY WILL CLEANSE THE INSIDE OF ME FROM HEAD TO TOE. AND ITS AN EVERDAY THING; I START BY COUNTING MY BLESSING TIL I AM IN TEARS OF GRATITUDE TO MY LORD AND SAVIOUR--THE BEST FRIEND IN EVERWAY THAT I HAVE EVER FOUND. THEN AS I MELT MYSELF INTO HIS PRESENCE, I FEEL THAT COMFORT, PEACE, ASSURANCE AND WHOLENESS THAT I CAN FIND NO WHERE ELSE. BUT----I HAVE TO FEED THE SPIRIT OFTEN, SEE HE THRIVES ON WORSHIP SONGS TO THE SON OF GOD THAT DIED ON THE CROSS FOR ME. SOMETIMES I TELL MYSELF JUST ONE OLDIE OR JAZZ WILL SPUNK ME UP AND GET ME GOING AND THEN AFTER I HAVE FELT THE BURST OF ENERGY THE MUSIC GAVE ME, IT ENDS WITH THE SONG---BUT I CAN LISTEN TO NUMEROUS FAVORITES THAT BRING ME INTO THE WORSHIP AND PRAISE OF MY LORD; THE GOOD SHEPHERD OF MY LIFE AND THE FEELING GOES TO THE DEPTH OF MY BEING AND STAYS THERE AND I JUST CRAVE MORE. MICHELLE LONG LONG STORY SHORTENED; THE VERY THING THAT HAS YOU TAPED INSIDE THAT BOX DOES NOT WANT YOU TO START KICKING YOUR WAY OUT OF IT AND INTO THE SONSHINE. YOU WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE THESE DARK FEELINGS AND IT WILL ONLY GET WORSE AND SHUT YOUR FAMILY AWAY FROM YOU; YOU MUST FIGHT OR JUST SIT AND LOOK ON; YOU HAVE ENOUGH OF ME INSIDE YOU TO REBEL AGAINST ANYTHING THAT KEEPS YOU FROM WHAT YOU NEED AND WANT TO THE FULLEST IN YOUR LIFE AND THAT OF YOUR FAMILY. SO KICK, CRY, SCREAM AND GET YOURSELF OUT OF THE BOX AND THROW YOUR ARMS OUT AND MAKE WINGS OF THEM AND FLY LIKE THE EAGLE YOU ARE AND NOT THE SPARROW IN THE CAGE. I LOVE YOU EXTREMELY AND I'M PRAYING FOR YOU. MARMmama junehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10641494768977653223noreply@blogger.com